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Friday, 31 October 2008
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Trick, or treat?
That seems to be the way with everything these days. You never know what you'll get until the very last second, and it's rarely what you expect. Things seem to be getting better, sort-of. Complications stay arisen, but they're less than it seemed. Is this loss that terrible? I mean, is it so bad not to want to mourn the loss of a friend who was hardly friendly? No, they are not dead, just, lost to me, perhaps forever. I don't know how upset I am over this. I'll figure it out. All I know is you make me happy. That's all I want. So guys, I'm going away for Thanksgiving. Monday to Monday. I'm missing all of my friends coming back from college. It sucks. That's fine in a way though, because they'd probably want to hang out with someone who I'm no longer getting along with, which would make things awkward. We don't want that. So that's all. Love you guys
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
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Is this pathetic?
I know it's Jesse McCartney lyrics, which you may find lame. I know it's also lame to be like "Oh, they're singing my life!" But really, is it so bad that this is what I want to be for someone? This is what I want someone to think of me?
Because You Live
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breath
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live
girl
My world
Has twice as many stars in the sky
It's all right; I survived; I'm alive again
'Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use
If you're killing time?
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I want to fly looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world
Has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live... I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world
Has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world
Has everything I need to survive
Because you live.... I live
I live
Friday, 24 October 2008
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*sigh*
Love life..... *sigh* Why are things always so complicated? *sigh* Oh well, I must trudge on. 'you can't be "reminded" per se of someone you're always thinking about' <3
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Currently Listening
Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
see relatedHow Easy
How easy to fool you
How easily you believe.
Either I'm a great trickster
Or you're all very naive.
A smile appears so easily
You'd never know my lie.
It never shows on the outside
So you'd never know I cry.
I'll be fine some day soon
But for now I'm too distraugt
I wish I could take back our arguments
Take back all the times we fought.
But now it seems you're out of my grasp
So long my lover; hello friend
I wish it didn't have to be this way.
I wish it wasn't the end.
A train station. The perfect place
For us to say goodbye
Where things come and where things go
Even if I still don't know why.
I'll miss you. I hope our friendship works out. I'll always care for you, and you should know that.
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